Have you ever looked at these people secretly wishing you were like them? Have you ever wondered how on earth they could be so happy? I know I have.

It can be hard dealing with people that always look to point out your flaws. Some people just plain go out of their way to make you look bad in front of others or even behind closed doors.

Now that you know you aren’t going to get what you thought you wanted, how are you going to move forward from this?

It’s time to take a step back and figure out what will make YOU happy, not everyone else.

Expectations. We all have them. We can't help but feel them, yet we know deep down that having them allows for disappointment. No one likes to be disappointed. So why do we hold onto expectations? What is the point of having them if we are opening ourselves to disappointment?

Then just as we start to accept that everything is flowing, everything seems to start crashing down before our eyes. Nothing we want seems to be going our way. Things that were once easy now seem so difficult, the green lights now seem to be red and the flow of energy we once felt is now a cloud of darkness. Have you ever wondered why this could be?

In the modern world with social media and dating apps, people are so easily accessible and even disposable, that old fashion courtship seems to have almost diminished. 

Every single one of us is fighting our own battle. Each one of us have experienced our own trials and tribulations. Each one of us have experienced our own kind of heartbreak, pain and loss.

Little did I know this meeting would change my life forever.

Why would me parents do that? Why would my boyfriend say that? How can my best friend do that? Why would my boss treat someone like this? How can someone say and do these hurtful things? All of these unanswered questions I carried around with me.

They say to "Ask and you shall receive" but what happens when all of our requests come at once? What do we do when we don't know what to do with it all?

At the end of the day, it is really up to us. We have a choice. Be careful what you wish for. 

"Luck is what happens when preparation meets opportunity".

Whatever it is that we want, in some way or form, we have to take a risk. It is like we are in a constant exchange with the universe. If we want to receive, we have to sacrifice something.

You are a lot tougher than you think and you really do deserve great things. Right now it feels like the world is against you.

He knew my past, he knew my insecurities, he knew how to use it against me and at the time, I believed him. After all, who would want someone like me? 

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